Who I am

Who am I? I should ask you the same thing.

I am a woman.

I am a daughter, a sister, an aunt and a friend.

I am married to an amazing man.

I am a forgiven child of God.

I am stubborn and persistant.

I am here for a purpose.

What do I want? So many things.

I want babies.

I want peace in my heart and my home.

I want to be financially secure.

I want to make my husband feel ten-feet tall.

I want to dance again.

I want to learn guitar and learn to write music.

I want to delve deeper in the things God has for me.

I want to stop caring about what people think of me.

I want to stand naked in front of my mirror and love what I see.

What do I love? I am so full of love, sometimes its surges up in me and shoots out my fingertips.

I love my family, both biological and self-made.

I love laughter.

I love my dog, Baloo.

I love good wine and good food.

I love decadance and doing things completely indulgent.

I love being in control of things.

I love when wind slips through my hair and whispers in my ears.

I love the smell after a rainstorm.

I love laying my head on my Mum’s shoulder, no matter how old I get, there is still comfort to be had there.

I love my eyes.

What do I hate?

Intolerance. 

Rejection.

Self-loathing.

Losing control.

My weaknesses.

Fear.

Why do I want to start this blog?

Because I want to leave footsteps on the pages of my own life.